New Machine

They are always trying new things with Matt to try and improve his current abilities.And you can really tell. When I watch him on the webcam, I ask him to move his right arm and he does it so much easier and with greater range of motion. The physio is really focusing on his mobility and taking his movements to the max and spends less time on weight training. So he may not be able to lift as much, but he can move so much better.
Monday Matt spent the day in his electric wheelchair. As much as Matt wants to be in his manual, he is unable to do his exercises in it. The back is high and wraps around him like a seat of a sports car, so he can't pull his arm back when he does the arm bike. Matt went outside for quite a bit and was proud to show me the beginnings of a tan. He has been eating spitz like crazy which makes him stay outside longer. He can grab the spitz out of the bag himself, however his hands are too big to get them out of the bag. So dad pours the spitz into a cup which Matt grabs and he can pour the quantity he wants into his mouth(which is usually alot!). Spent 1 1/2 hours in therapy doing the arm bike and pulleys.
Today was another beautiful day, maybe not with sunshine but was still warm. They made the trip to City for rehab and they tried Matt in a machine that he stands in, but doesn't do any walking. It is on a stand with wheels, and they strap Matt's upper body in and his legs rest against a cushioned area in the front. It can be moved around the room, so Matt can remain standing and go other places. It would be a great machine to have at home to gain muscle in his legs when he visits. He didn't stand long today, just getting used to the new machine. Felt like he was tipping to the right all the time. Also worked out in the gym on the stepper, however wasn't very successful because he had tired himself out on the stand machine. Matt is finding his left arm is getting stronger, the dexterity is slow but the pushing/ pulling movement is coming. Neck is feeling better because he just got a massage.
Lots of prayers for the van to be road worthy for the long trip. Dad is quite concerned but Matt really wants to come and just visit with family and have a different change of pace. Nothing is too great for God when you put your trust in Him. Psalms 56:4 "In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I will not be afraid."

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

Hope everyone remembered their Mothers on their special day. Matt was quite funny actually. I was at Jacki's this weekend celebrating Bobby's 3rd birthday and Matt wanted to know if we had got mom anything. We had all said what we had gotten her and Matt was just chomping at the bit wanting to say what he had gotten her. He had phoned the florist in Porcupine for flowers and had arranged for Auntie Karen to pick them up for mom. But the best part is they were 21 different color roses, one for every year since he was born. It made me tear up a little. Much better then my gift!
I must back track quite a bit, time just seems to fly and I can't seem to find a few quiet moments to do the blog. Thursday Matt didn't have therapy until 4 pm and really focused on the bike machine. He had slept in until 11am, but said he had slept well all night as well so his body obviously needed a rest.
Friday Matt again did the arm bike for 20 min and was up in his manual chair all day. His neck gets really sore but he is determined to do it. When he tries to propel his wheelchair, the biggest obstacle is his left arm. If dad puts Matt's arm and hand in the proper position on the wheel, Matt can move forward. however he can't lift up his left arm back on the wheel. Also when he pushes with his arms, his muscles in his neck stretch a bit and he begins to spasm. So slow progress but with alot of practice, I am sure it will come.
Saturday Matt was again in his manual chair and went outside for the beautiful weather. Dad and him went to the local Co-op store and treated himself to the summer goodies of beef jerky and sunflower seeds. As soon as it is warm enough to go outside with a light jacket there is always an urgent need for spits!
Proverbs 23:25-26 "May your father and mother be glad; may she who gave you birth rejoice! My son, give me your heart and let your eyes keep to my ways."

Still Hoping

Still praying that Matt will make it to Alberta next weekend. The van is unavailable for comment on its condition so we will wait and see.
Monday Matt does rehab just in Parkridge. Dad wanted to see how Matt would do in the manual wheelchair. As nice as the electric chair is, it really doesn't help Matt with improving his strength and dexterity. So they put Matt in the manual and dad asked Matt if he could move it. Couldn't lift his left hand so dad put the left hand on the wheel and again asked him to move it. Wouldn't you know that he moved the chair a little bit. The biggest problem was lack of grip strength so dad will take it tomorrow and see what the physio? department can rig up to make it easier. Matt did stay in that chair all day, however dad had to push him around so Matt loses a bit of independence. At least dad can keep up with him! Able to do the arm bike for 25 mins with slight tension. They are hoping to have it so if someone is with him and the machine is free, he could exercise whenever he wants.
Tuesday was rehab at City. The stepper didn't work out so well but Matt did great with the upper body tone machine. They also tried him with the Saskpole again, but they had made an error on meds and he was really dopey, felt his head was too fuzzy. So try again next week.
Today dad didn't go with to City for rehab, he sent a stand in. Krista, the RN from RUH went with and said Matt had a great day. They did his standing and walking exercises. Matt walked (not on his own) 25 feet. When I talked to him tonight he told me that his right leg did it on its own without any help but his left could do about 2-3 steps and needed constant persuasion. The left foot has a curling slider on it so he doesn't have to lift it, and his toes want to curl down all the time so they rigged up a rubber band (like those exercise bands) to hold his foot up(a physio therapist has to hold it the whole time). Matt feels soon he may be able to go without the brace, feels stronger in his left he may be able to hold his own weight. But we will wait and see.
Leaps and bounds, Matt. Leaps and bounds!! I get so excited to think of all the progress you have made since Christmas. God has truly been listening to pour prayers and knows what is best for you. When you lay all your burdens at His feet, He loves you even more for putting your complete trust in Him.

OOPS!!

Just wanted to clarify that mom, dad, and Matt will make the trip to Red Deer May
15th, not the Mother's Day weekend! So if you are in Saskatoon for May 10th and 11th and are not visiting your mother, stop in for a visit at Parkridge!

Warmer Weather

Finally able to enjoy some time outside. Matt said there is a nice path around Parkridge so dad and him can enjoy the "fresh air".
Friday Matt had therapy at 1 pm in Parkridge. Did some weights. The physio focuses more on Matt's range of motion and technique then on the amount of weights he lifts. For example when he does the rowing she makes sure he reaches back as far as it can go, hold it for 1-2 secs and then go forward again. Threw the ball around for a bit. They were using the velcro ball and the plastic catcher with velcro on it. After a few times Matt said he didn't need it and started to throw and catch without it.
Saturday and today Matt doesn't have rehab so tries to do some exercises on his own, but is very difficult. One thing he finds is he can't stay in bed for as long as he did before otherwise he gets very stiff and numb. So likes to be up before 10 am. Matt had no company until today which makes for a long weekend, but sure enjoys it when someone comes.
Today was bath day. I noticed something was different, his hair was all shiny and he told me his feet don't stink anymore! I told him that is why he probably didn't have any company!
Prayers for continued healing and that the van will be in good working condition for next weekend, when Matt comes to visit in Red Deer. 1 Samuel 22:33-34 "It is God who arme me with strength and makes my way perfect. He makes my feet like the feet of a deer; he enables me to stand on the heights."

Slower Pace

Yesterday Matt was feeling a bit more sluggish. Felt dizzy in the am which affected his exercises. He did the 20 mins on the arm bike and then went to City to do some standing exercises. Matt had to sit down on the first attempt at standing because he felt dizzy but managed to stand again. He did really well when he practiced taking small baby steps. The right foot is much stronger but they were surprised at the left, which he also took 2 good steps with. Now it is not the same steps you or I would take. Matt's brain and body have forgotten how to walk so they continually encourage him and tell him what he should be doing next: lift your foot, bend the knee, twist at the hip to swing your foot forward. If Matt's feet are a big sluggish they sometimes prod it forward with their own feet. So it is really a process but Matt never gives up!!
I actually had a laugh at one of the exercises they want Matt to practice to strengthen him to use the Sask Pole (remember, the pole that goes from ceiling to floor and is beside his bed to aide in transferring). They want him to practice a movement similar to starting a push mower and all I could picture is Uncle Neil at every dance I have ever seen him at doing the lawnmower dance, especially to "Old Time Rock and Roll"! So Matt, get Uncle Neil to come show you how it is done!
Matt also tried the stepper again but wasn't very successful. He had such a good day on Tuesday that it was hard to beat. I had forgot to mention on Tuesday Matt was able to transfer from the chair to the mat using the transfer board and only 2 people helping him, which was really great. It was also good when he got back to Parkridge he got a massage.
Today was sad because mom had to go back to work. But dad always steps up to the plate and pinch hits. She left at 1100 to get to work by 2:45, talk about cutting it close. I guess travelling that same route so many times over the last year gives her a good estimation about arrival time. Matt had therapy on his arms at 3:30. Went outside but still really windy. When I asked him if he was doing any exercises in bed he told me at every commercial, he opens his left hand. He tries not to close it because the muscle tone is so bad, if he closes it he can't get them open again. Works on wiggling his toes too. Keep at it Matt, the journey continues and we are all with you, if not in body , then in Spirit. Please put a memory verse in the blog comments for tonight. I'll get back on track for the next blog!

Heavy Workout

Monday Matt had some meetings to figure out the best rehab for him. They discussed what he could do and how they could build on his strengths. A person from City came over to discuss what they would be doing for Matt over there.
So today they put Matt through his paces. First he did the arm bicycle for 20 mins. A trip to City rehab had more work for him. They worked Matt on the mat for 1 hour, rolling, sitting up. He discovered he could balance himself fairly well while sitting, so they have decided to do one day a week on the mat and one day a week standing/walking. You have to crawl before you can walk. It will be great to work out the core muscles such as his abs and back so they are stronger when he eventually walks by himself. So after being on the mat his neck was sore but they were not through with him yet. Matt went to the gym for 1/2 hour and did the stepper for one full minute by himself. He was very proud of himself and so are we!!
They also tried the rowing machine or upper body tone machine. He did way better then he had previously in his right hand but they were very suprised at his left hand. The way it works is they start with nothing, then some tension, then some weights at the beginning. So the left could hardly do anything when he was at City when there was nothing on the machine. However now he now can move the machine with a little tension on it.
Matt got to try a new machine they have which they didn't think would work for Matt. It makes his arms move like he was cross country skiing. The increments are from 1-7 and Matt could do increment 2. Matt, you not only amaze the staff but you also amaze all your die hard fans!!
Tommorrow he again goes to City . But first they will teach Matt to do self cathaterizations. It will increase his independence and help increase dexterity.
Will write more tomorrow. Keep praying and praising!!

Lots of Company

Was finally able to speak with mom and Matt. We were in Calgary for Jacki's birthday and just got back tonight. Matt looks so good because he got rid of his facial hair. He says he looks 15 but I think he looks great!
Matt is still not feeling great in the am and early pm, but by 4 pm he feels like his normal self. Mom was really pushing Matt Saturday to do his exercises. However she did it after he had his sleeping pills, so not good planning. But Matt always puts on his best performance and was able to hold the "bridge" position for 25 seconds. Matt is laying in bed and mom helps to bend his knees and hold them. Then he lifts his butt off the bed and has to hold that position. He was teasing mom that she couldn't hold that postion for 25 seconds! Go team Matt!! She also makes him move his left hand all the time and even though it makes him spasm it is improving, even if it is slow.
The weather hasn't been cooperating in Sask so not too much touring outside. But thank goodness for lots of company, it always makes the time go faster.
Played Wii against mom. They decided on golf. Matt beat mom. She didn't do too bad but her putting needs some work. So with two good arms mom couldn't beat Matt. Wait until the left really starts pulling ahead, then you could even beat me!!
Tonight Matt and I were asking trivia questions related to the bible. Matt had a few that were so difficult for me so I better start reading some more!
Psalms 147:10-11 "His pleasure is not in the strength of the horse, nor his delight in the legs of a man; the Lord delights in those who fear him, who put their hope in his unfailing love."

Work, work, work

Mom got back on Wednesday and she hasn't given Matt a moment of peace. She used to say the same thing to Jacki and I when we would get home from school. "Oh good, you're home, now you can work, work, work"! The rehab has also been breathing down Matt's neck to do his "homework". Every day Matt has certain things he must accomplish, march in bed (if he can) leg curls, move both his arms every 20 mins, stuff like that.
Rehab on Wednesday was the arm bike. It is a little older, but they have rigged it up so it is higher and Matt has to use his shoulders more. Finds it easier to move and did it for 15 mins straight. Pretty stiff the rest of the day. I can tell by watching him in the video that he is moveing a little easier. Unfortunately Matt wasn't feeling so good and the soon found out why. He had another bladder infection. But by Thursday he had drank 3 1/2 litres of water to flush the nasties out of his system and is feeling much better.
Thursday Matt had another session with his arms on the pulley. They don't have anything to work his legs so has to wait until he goes to City rehab, hopefully next week. Matt was also able to enjoy some more company.
Matt met another quad in Parkridge who has been ther for 11 years. He severed his spinal cord C3 C4 I think while playing hockey when he was 22 years old. So he has no movement. Matt went to see his room and was quite impressed how it was set up. There is a huge 50 inch plasma screen TV, and everything is run by his wheelchair. The controls are on the head portion of the chair and if he turns his head a certain way, the chair moves. If he turns it another way, the TV comes on. Quite amazing.
I haven't been able to speak to mom or Matt today, so not much to say about Friday. Just want to take the time to thank the Lord for all the blessings we have received. Matt's continued progress, a great support system, caring staff, warm and comfortable bed, a great mom and dad, the list goes on and on. Psalms 84;12 "O Lord Almighty, blessed is the man who trusts in you"

No rehab yet

Things are of to a slow start regarding rehab. But Matt is very optimistic and in good spirits. Monday his neck was really hurting so the physio came and did some stretches. She said his left shoulder is hanging lower than the right which is causing him alot of the discomfort. The stretches really helped and last evening his neck wasn't hurting quite so bad. Matt talked to Nolan on the phone, watched hockey (yes he did see Montreal beat Boston!) and decided to stay in from the cold. For breakfast Matt had pancakes and pork sausage. He hadn't had pancakes for years and found he really liked them, especially when you eat them with sausage! For supper they served him chicken stew. Matt was tentative but once he started he really loved it.
Tonight he didn't have much time to talk. He was able to play a bit of Wii for rehab and had company. Said he didn't do too much seeing the weather still wasn't cooperating. Glad that he is having some company and will talk to him again tomorrow night. God's blessing on all!

1st bath in 6 months

Matt seems to really be settlng in to his new environment. God never asks if the burden is too much, He just gives the strength to persevere. And our expectations of a certain situation are never as clear as when the Lord is in control.
On Saturday Matt was able to meet some of the long term residents. But they are not exactly what would be expected. One is a llama, there is a minature horse, tarantula, and a snake which Matt had the immense pleasure of wrapping around his neck! Not for me thank you, but Matt said it was actually not that bad. I will take his word for it and leave it to my imagination! It even went on Matt's hand and tasted him with its forked tongue! Yuck!
Had a visitor form City, one of the occupational therapists. For supper, Matt had chicken breast, ginger beef, and some other tasty things. He was pretty impressed.
Today he had a bath. While at City, he had showers instead so this was the first bath he has had since RUH. What a feeling that must have been. Had more company. Barrett for rehab came. He had been a patient at Parkridge as well as rehab. Krista the RN came again so he wasn't lonely. The weather wasn't cooperating so he didn't venture outside. For supper Matt had 2 hamburgers, some real roast beef, with great gravy and some oven roast potatoes. Thank goodness they took the feeding tube out! He will gain so many pounds that they will have to order a new chair! A far cry from when he weighed a meager 165 lbs and was struggling with everything. God is truly watching over you and giving you the good things in life now. Only those who have been without can really appreciate when it comes back to them.
Met a family who recognized Matt from rehab. Their mother had been a patient and had often seen Matt with dad, so they were able to start up a conversation.
To anyone that wants to visit,Matt is on the 2nd floor, Northridge II, room 214. Each pod is called a neighborhood, and in each neighborhood are 45 patients. What he was impressed with is that each one has a big screen TV to watch. Of course! That way he can watch the hockey games on a big plasma screen!
Matt was also able to keep the same bed he had in rehab so that is one thing familiar. So many things to be thankful for. Give time tonight to be thankful for everything in your life. God loves to hear songs of praise.

Brighter Day

Got to talk to dad today. He felt the move went really well, however Matt not having a TV with a remote was a downer. That would have put a frown on Matt the TV addicts face! So Krista, a RN from city came down to check things out to see if everything was going okay. When she found out Matt didnt have a TV she went home and brought back a 20 inch TV with a remote, some weights, and anything else she thought Matt needed. I had forgot to mention when Matt went to Subway for supper, he was unable to get in because someone was parked in front of the ramp. So Matt had to wait outside while dad went and got him what he wanted. Well Krista heard that and happened to know the manager of the Subway, so I don't think Matt will have a problem next time! There was also some confusion regarding Matt's catheter supplies, bowel care products etc. Again Krista staightened everything out which Matt and dad were grateful.
Dad is really optimistic about the whole thing. The scenery is much better than originally thought and there is more places to go. The dining room is huge with a big common room, big screen TV, etc. The meals are really good. They have it buffet style and yesterday they were serving beef strogonaff, potatoes, gravy, the works. Of course it had to pass the sniff test, because with Matt he doesn't like new things and only likes mom's cooking, so was tentative. However once he started eating, he wolfed down the whole thing! No offence but I am sure it beats hospital food.
It turns out Parkridge has some staff working there that have ties to Porcupine and Weekes. The director? of nursing looked familiar to dad, and she asked if they were from Weekes. It turns out she had an uncle Andy Macdonald from Weekes, so dad and her chatted a bit. Then the doctor of Parkridge came to see Matt. His last name is Yelland and grew up in Porcupine!! While dad and Matt were outside, they heard a horn honking and it was one of the staff form ICU. She stopped to tell them she lives right dowwn the block and they should come sometime for a visit.
Matt even got to keep the same bed he had in City. So things are really looking alright. God knows what we need before we do, and if we trust in Him, he will provide our needs. Thanks agian to all who continue to keep reading the blog. Thanks also to Pat Gustafson who wrote about her son Andy. Not sure where you are from but have a visit with Matt if you are in the city. It is always great to have company. It sounds like rehab will start next week, so hopefully it wil go as well as when he was at the hospital.
Will speak with Matt tonight. He was so tired last night he went to bed at 9pm.

Move To Parkridge

This will be a short blog tonight. Just wanted to say the move was a success. Matt went to Parkridge just after 9 am this am. He was down hearted tonight, new place with new staff, new environment, new things to get used to all over again. There may be some problems when Matt needs to be cathaterized. The staff ratio is 6 nurses to 42 patients so when he rings the call bell, it will take some time before a staff will get there. I could see in his face he was trying to be positive but feeling overwhelmed and out of place.
Was able to go down to Subway for supper. The surroundings are quite a change as well, Parkridge is located on 22nd ave and not the most scenic. However each move that Matt has made he has done well after a few days, and each move was traumatic. But in time they will come to know him and love him. So prayers for some sleep tonight and that the transition stage will be over soon and the settling-in stage will start. No matter where you go Matt, God will follow you and carry you through it. Love you lots!

Can't Keep A Good Man Down

That Matt never ceases to amaze me with his resilience. He bounces back so well. The biggest hurdle about getting down is climbing back up and Matt always does just that. Yesterday he was in much better spirits. A resident who was doing a special exam on Matt had all the young medical students with him, so Matt had alot of attention. They tested his peripheral nerves or the ones that extend from his spinal cord to his body and extremeties. Matt can feel everything normally at about the C6 level, and then the feelings are less distinct. The resident tests Matt with dull and sharp to see if Matt can distinguish between the two. After the nipple area and down to his toes, Matt states it always feels dull, even when they are poking him with something sharp.
During OT, Matt played crib. He can now pick up al six cards at once but he can't open them up to see what they are. So he looks at them one at a time, memorizes what and where they are face down on the table, discards the two he doens't want and plays that way. He doesn't use the card holder any more which is a step up. Was able to take a trip outside and was less anxious. Still had a few "breathless" periods, but the resp therapist checked him over and stated it wasn't his lungs. However she did give him a royal tongue lashing about Matt not doing his breathing exercises, which are so important.
A social worker from Parkridge came over to talk with Matt about the move. Incidently, the social worker is related to Uncle Bob Thompson, small world!! She explained how everything workes. Matt will get 3 days a week rehab at Parkridge, then come to City 2 days a week as an outpatient. Matt was feeling pretty comfortable about the whole thing by the end of the talk.
Today was another good day. Matt again did his standing exercise, and was quite excited that he was able to take a small step with his right foot without any assistance. Overall he took 20 steps, with lots of help. Fantastic Matt!! Ask and you shall receive!
Went down to ICU and said his goodbyes. There were definetely a few tears shed in that room. Matt leaves for Parkridge at 10am tomorrow. Paul Gustafson came over to give his positive feelings about the move and Matt is really looking forward to it. We don't have much to worry about because Matt always has his cheerleaders beside him, making sure everyone tows the line. Paul also is encouraging Matt to practice self-catheterization, so he can do it himself instead of relying on someone else. Matt can void 200 mls into a urinary bottle, howwever his bladder holds 500 mls, so after an hour he still feels like he has to go. So still needs to use the catheter. But everything is getting better, however slow it may be. I was reminded of Fanny Crosby's old hymn "Praise the Lord, praise the Lord, let the earth hear his voice, praise the Lord, praise the Lord, let the people rejoice. O come, to the Father throught Jesus the Son, and give him the glory great things he hath done!" Prayers always need to followed with praise.

Two Tough Days

Sunday was a difficult day mentally for Matt. He had went outside with dad and the weather was quite beautiful. However with warmer weather brings people riding bikes, playing ball, tossing a frisbee. Matt was finding it really hard to see everyone having fun and he couldn't do the same things. Depression had set in and would not give up its hold. Monday was another mentally exhausting day. He tried to do his exercises but felt he couldn't breathe. Anxiety hit him like a ton of bricks. He said he tried so many things to shake it off but it stuck. I had talked to mom last night and I think she really needs a lifting of her spirits. The world can get pretty heavy and the weight just continues to push down on her. Then when I spoke to Matt, the same feelings that mom was experienceing was being felt by Matt as well.
However by the end of the conversation, Matt said he was feeling a bit better, and I prayed that the night would not be endless and today would be a better day. I think the trigger was hearing that Matt would be moved to Parkridge Nursing Home within the week. Mom does not want Matt to go and is not sure what to do. Parkridge does have a step down rehab, but it is not as intense as City and we don't want Matt to lose what he has. We want him to continue to gain in strength and abilities. So prayers for God to show us the way. We are not sure what to pray for and this verse says it best. Romans 8:26 "In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express".

Not too much to say tonight

Sorry about the late blog. The problem is I talked to Matt last night, had all the information written down, and now I can't find the paper!! My memory is so bad I can barely remember what Matt did. I know he was happy to have some company on Friday. Dad and him went outside to enjoy the wonderful weather (Friday or Saturday). +15 degrees but said it was cool in the shade. He laughs at dad because he watches over Matt like a mother hen, always asking if he is too cold, hungary, comfortable, etc.
Matt tried out the stepper machine on Friday and was able to do 30 secs by himself without the physio pushing down on his knees! Great job Matt, keep it up.
Watched Tv on Saturday, hockey and some of the Master's golf. His neck is very sore and it was hard to watch him last night. I just wanted to reach through the screen and rub his neck. I wasn't able to speak to him tonight so not sure how Sunday was for him. But no news is good news.
Hopefully with the week starting I will have more news tomorrow. Lekker slaap which means sleep well in Afrikaans. John is trying to teach me, but the going is rough! Jonmarie picks up up much quicker.

Making Pizza

I am having a difficult time choosing titles, because Matt is doing so much it is hard to pick just one.
Tuesday Matt settled back into the routine of work, work, work! He stood for 2 intervals, 5-6 minutes each time.He was happy when the fist time he stood, he didn't get dizzy. He wasn't able to take a step, but standing well. Matt aslo tried a new machine. It is like a stepper but when you are sitting down. His knees are bent at a 90 degree angle, and then he has to push down. The physio would help push on the top of his knee so he could get started. Had a harder time with the left, but that will come in time. Great exercise for increasing muscle strength in his quads. Matt was able to visit with Rocky and Barret. Paul Gustafson came by to visit and see how things were going.
Wednesday Matt had a shave and a haircut. Thank goodness he doesn't look like Rasputin anymore!! Wasn't feeling great though, has a really sore throat. However Matt persevered and stood up during exercises with lots of help. He even took 2 really good steps with his right foot. Didn't go far but it is better to have quality, not quantity. Continues to do all his arm exercises and stretches. Mom says if she takes the cap off a plastic bottle, and then puts it back on, Matt can remove it himself, so his fine motor skills are improving. Went to the mall for two hours. Didn't see anyone he knew but most of the students are busy with exams. When they returned, Matt was stuck in the van for 1/2 hours because the lift wouldn't work. Finally someone from physio came and tried a bunch of stuff. Finally the lift worked. Thank goodness it wasn't too cold outside.
This morning Matt was making pizza, so I am sure it was gone in record time. Had a visitor from Hudson Bay, a fellow who was in rehab and discharged in January. No swimming today, so hopefully next week. Matt was a little down tonight because mom had to go back to work. So we talked for over 40 minutes on Skype. Got to see the new haircut and shave. Matt states he feels naked now. Cool on the face.
Prayers for continued healing and more good things to come.

Back To Work

Well Matt is back at the hospital after a weekend in Weekes. Little bittersweet. It was a tough trip emotionally and physically. The ride is very bumpy and the weather wasn't great. His neck was sore all weekend and is feeling fresh pain after the trip back to Saskatoon. Wasn't able to have any rehab today becasue they didn't get back until the afternoon. Matt is visiting with a fellow patient who fractured his lower back and couldn't talk tonight.
I think Matt finds it hard to go back home. The reality is too much to take at times and he really wants to go downstairs to see his room, his things. Hopefully we can rig something up so next time he can get downstairs.
Matt made a few trips to the Golden Age to play crib. Dad had to push Matt in the small manual wheelchair to do this, because the way in is too narrow for the big cadillac. Matt had one small misshap. When taking him into the house from uptown, he slide out of the chair onto the floor. He is just too big for that little chair!! Good thing they were already in the house and quickly went and got the lift to get him back up.
Mom says when doing exercises this weekend, she saw a noticeable difference in the strength of his left arm. He can bend it more easily, and does it without thinking about it so much. It has a long way to go, but it is coming!! Most C-spine injuries have very little if no progress after 8 months post-injury, but Matt keeps blowing that theory out of the water! To get movement back in a limb so long after injury is just truly amazing and we Thank God everyday for each tiny miracle. So far to go yet, but we are more than half way there!
Please pray for continued healing and a rejuvanation of spirit to continue the battle. An uplifting of spirits is always welcome for anyone! psalms 51;10:12 "Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me."

New BIke

I am at work right now, and I forgot all Matt's information at home so I will try and wing it. (Don't worry, I am at John's office, he can't fire me!!)
Wednesday Matt was able to try out a new bike. I have seen them before on TV, especially on long bike races. They transfer Matt into it with the lift. He sits very low to the ground with his legs extended in front of him. The way he makes the bike move is with arm power. But the good thing is Matt has to use both arms to get it going, not just relying on his right arm. He did really well however he hasn't got the technique for turning yet and ran into a few walls!! He will use this machine once a week in the gym. They were also impressed how well he sat in the machine. Only needed a velcro strip.
Matt also did some standing exercises, trying to get those big clod hoppers to move. Needed lots of help but still progressing. Visited with Rocky and Barett. And sorry, but Matt did some more baking and there are no cookies left. They were gone in 5 minutes. Of course they were double chocolate chewy things so what did you expect? Matt did everything except measure the margarine, it was too hard from being in the freezer.
Thursday Matt had more visitors. Didn't have as much rehab today because he had a Dr's appt with the urologist. He was impressed by Matt's improvement and credits alot to the new meds he is on. Previously in December, Matt's bladder could only hold 100mls and would start to spasm. Now he can hold 300 mls. Occupational therapy consisted of playing Sorry, which Matt lost.
Today the troop should be going home for the weekend. Mom doesn't work so it should be much better. Will go the Golden Age to kick butt in crib and maybe get up to see grandma at the nursing home. It might be possible to use the standing machine there for Matt to practice but will have to see.
Tonight I will only be able to talk to Matt on the phone. I was really enjoying seeing him on the computer, but dial up at the farm just won't cut it!

Matt's Big Belly

Yesterday was able to see/hear Matt on Skype. I made him show me all of his moves. It took awhile because they would have to reposition the camera for different angles. It was amazing the difference from the end of February until now. He lifted his bum way off the bed 5 times in a row, was able to cross his legs in bed, however was difficult with the spasms at times. His left hand is what really amazed me. When I was there, he could barely move his fingers at all. Now if mom holds the hand just right, he can move his fingers more easily. It reminded me so much of the video I have of Matt's right arm moving at first. Of course I also saw Matt's big belly!! On most people that would be not a great thing, however it is wonderful to see on Matt!! I thinks he may be over 190lbs, a far cry from the measly 165 lbs he once was.
Rehab has been a bit slow. No standing for awhile, many staff are sick. However they did a re-evaluation of Matt's strength in his right arm. He can now lift 1 kg with his bicep, which is the weakest muscle on his arm, 3 kg weight when he pulls his arm across the chest, and 3 kg when using his tricep. That is kg, not lbs! Keep up the good work! They had Matt transfer to the elevated mat in gym by using the transfer board. It takes two people to help him, but once he gains more strength he could do it himself. The got Matt to then practice rolling on the mat. He did really well turning on his left side, but needs work to be able to turn on right side.
Mom arrived yesterday so I was able to speak/see her on Skype. Matt was glad to see her back. Today they were able to visit for over an hour with Casey Peterson, a quad from Kelvington. He had a C6 injury 6 years ago so great to hear about some of the things he has tried. He went to China for stem cell replacement?, but not much improvement with feeling in his legs, however it helped with his bowels, which is a huge issue. He also attended a few months at ProjectWalk. It helped a little but not to much. He has no movement or feeling below the chest, I believe.
Tomorrow they are trying a new machine so can't wait to hear all about it. Praise for Matt's continued progress, God truly is never far away, He is just one step behind Matt, encouraging him all the way. Isaiah 30:21 "Whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you,saying, 'This is the way;walk in it'"

Seen Matt on WebCam

Well I had an exciting call this evening. Matt has now signed up with Skype on the computer, which allows him to talk for free via the internet if someone else has Skype. Not only did I speak with him, I was able to see him via webcam and he could see me. It was great!! So if anyone wants to talk to Matt, sign up with Skype. It is free download and free computer to computer talking. Saves a bundle. However I have to wait until the kids are asleep, can't chase after them sitting at the computer.
Matt says he gained weight, appr. 190lbs. Dad says that Matt is eating the hospital food now, which probably means he is starving and anything tastes good then!
On Friday, Matt had forgot to mention he tried something new. He baked cookies!! I teased him and said that is something completely new, he didn't even do that before the accident!! He poured the ingredients, stirred the batter, and dropped them on the sheet. However the therapist had to put them in the oven, the tray was too heavy.
Weekend was quiet, did go outside today and took a tour of the park grounds. Not too cold. Really lazy day. Mom will be back tomorrow after her shift to give dad a break. Prayers for her safe travel and Matt's continued progress.

No Swimming For Awhile

Matt was unable to do any swimming this week. They have closed down for maintenance and it may not be up and running for a long time. However Matt's week has been pretty full(so has mine, that's why it has taken me so long to update!). Wednesday Matt wasn't feeling very well, hadn't slept much and just general tired and nauseated. He did try and stand during rehab, but they had the old standing machine where he is on a treadmill and put into a "jolly jumper" type contraption. It wasn't as good but it serves the purpose.
However Thursday he was more like himself and did well with his exercises. They had the old sit/stand machine back and Matt was quite strong. When he tried to take a step forward, they were suprised when his left foot came right off the floor by itself and he took one step!! Very unusual since it is Matt's right leg that is stronger. Maybe it is because Matt has a brace on his left leg, who knows. We are just thankful he did it. Dad, Matt and Bradon braved the elements and decided to head for the Mac store. Dad would ask Matt if he was getting cold and Matt would check his left hand with his right hand to see if it was getting too cold. Lots of company in the evening so that always lifts his spirits.
Today Matt's feet were rooted in cement. He just couldn't take a step forward however it beat his own record in standing, appr. 10 mins. Physio saff is impressed with Matt's weight training, gaining more strength all the time in his left and right arms. Slow but sure, Matty. We all like turtles! Spasms have really diminished since the weekend. Whenever Matt has any little cold, infection, or pain, the spasms get worse. So prior to Easter he had a toenail reoved and his feeding tube removed so that had started his funky chicken dance!
Thanks to all who continue to remember Matt in their prayers, who come to see him, who help out in any way. By doing so you show a love for your fellow man. 1 Cor. 13:13 "And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love". You have helped all of us transition to a "new kind of normal".

Back To the Hospital

Monday Matt was supposed to return to the hospital, however the weather decided Matt should stay in Weekes for one more day. Nolan and Lindsay left in the morning and phoned back to say the road conditions were not great and Dad and Matt should not travel. So Matt was happy to stay on for an extra day. When I talked to him he was visiting with Bryan, Brenda, and Bradon Kipling and was just about to play the Wii. I asked him how the dance went and said it was great. Whenever a cute girl would walk by, he would pinch her on the bottom. when they would turn to him and give him what for, he would always say "It was a spasm". I don't think too many of them fell for that!! Sneaky, Matt, sneaky.
Today Dad and Matt travelled back to rehab. Mom worked a double shift today, and had just enough time to come home for a few hours to get Matt out of bed and get his stuff ready to go. Work, work, work!!
Thanks to all who stopped in to visit Matt. Loves to see familiar faces in a familiar surrounding. Hoping Matt can come visit Red Deer in May. We purchasd a new laser machine to help promote healing and feel Matt could benefit from it, especially with the pain in his neck. We tried it on Gary's sore knee, and after one treatment the pain was gone. Hopefully it will also work on the black spots on the bottom of Matt's heals. They were pressure sores that went bad. Just have to see if old Betsy can make it this far (again, not mom!).
Prayers for continued recovery and by August of this year, Matt will be home for good. I think he has had enough of hospitals, however they do become a safe zone after you have been there for so long. I found a poem in the Daily Bread. It says "Where Jesus reigns there is no fear, no restless doubt, no hopeless tear. No raging sea nor tempest dread, but quietness and calm instead." With fresh memories of Easter, let's trust that He CAN do all things.

Easter Sunday

Matt had a laid back weekend. Mom was at work until the afternoon both Saturday and Sunday, so Matt got to stay in bed until she got back. However on Saturday Auntie Karen and Uncle Neil came over and played Wii with Matt. He said it is very addicting and doesn't realize he has over done it until his neck is stiff and sore later on. So when it was time to go to the wedding dance of a friend of Nolan's on Saturday night, Matt really didn't feel like going. However he got there aroung 10:30pm and at first felt very nervous and awkward with everyone looking at him. However he stayed for 3 hours until dad came and picked him up. Nolan and Lindsay were there for moral support.
Today Brenda and Bryan Kipling were there with Bradon and were just about to play Wii when I phoned at 7:30 pm. Matt is really enjoying being at home with family and friends. Mom says Matt can help out so much more with his care, leaning forward in the chair when mom dresses him, helping roll over in the bed, feeding himself, etc. Tomorrow he has to return to the hospital and realizes it is necessary, but doesn't make it any easier. Unfortunately with mom working Matt hasn't been getting as much exercises as he needs. The Wii helps alot, but it doesn't help with the legs.
Prayers that when Matt comes home the next time, he can transfer from the wheelchair to the bed on the board with 2 people. The lift they had this time was a manual lift and it didn't lift Matt up very high so you always needed 2 people.
Today at church, the pastor spoke of the greatest miracle, the resurrection. After Jesus was raised from the dead, many didn't believe it. Jesus said to them in Luke 24:25-26 "..how foolish you are, and how slow of heart to believe all that the prophets have spoken! Did not the Christ have to suffer these things and then enter his glory?" Believing is so much easier when it is seen, and our weak human natures have difficulty with the unseen. Thank you Lord for your word that is proof of the greatest miracle.

A Very Good Friday

Matthew is home again! So wish that we could be there as well, but work prevails.
Prior to leaving on Thursday, they took off Matt's bandage on his toe and he did some standing exercises, which was so much better than the episode last week. No attempts at taking any steps however because the foot was too painful. They didn't do any swimming because of the toe (toenail removed) but Matt did play Wii for 2 hours, so that's great exercise. They also tried something new. They put Matt in a manual wheelchair, one he has to make it move with his arms. All the gears and things are on the right side, so Matt can control the turning and going forward with only his right arm. He didn't think he could move it at all, but the physio gave him a little push to get him started. It wasn't easy and the mechanism is difficult to figure out, but they were amazed at how quickly Matt understood the mechanics and went about 20 feet. Now that is great exercise. When you try to move yourself in a wheelchair, you realize how much upper body strength is needed. Keep up the good work. Pretty soon you won't need the mechanized chair, only the manual, and then on to walking.
Travelled last evening to Weekes with old Betsy (not mom, I meant the van!!)and made it safe and sound. I phoned this morning to see how everything went and Matt answered the phone. It was so great to hear his voice, knowing he had picked the phone up by himself. Mom was at work and dad had just went outside for some "fresh air". Matt was still in bed and watching some TV, able to change the channels on the remote himself. So much better than at Christmas. You couldn't leave him alone for very long, always checking to see if he needed suctioning, something to eat, water, channels changed, turned, etc. Still need to turn him every two hours, but he can help so much more and is starting to grip the rail to pull himself over. Not quite there yet, but that will come.
Mom had borrowed an exercises bicycle for Matt's arms so he can still keep up with his workouts. Of course he brought the Wii home. Nolann and Lindsay will be there later this evening so they should have fun.
Take a moment today to remember why it is such a special day. In Jesus' time, I am sure they did not feel it was so special, to see the Savior they loved die, unsure if he would rise again. Many doubted whether He truly was the son of God. But in Matt27:54 "When the centurion and those with him who were guarding Jesus saw the earthquake and all that had happened, they were terrified, and exclaimed, 'surely he was the Son of God!'"

Stomach Tube Out

Well Matt, I guess they think you are eating enough to fill that hollow leg so they removed the feeding tube. One more obstacle removed which just makes it that much easier to take him home for the weekend. Mom says Matt is looking great. Rehab in the last 2 days has been less exercise and more getting everything ready to take with him. What a difference from Christmas time!! Then we had to take a truck load of boxes and supplies, plus the van was loaded down as well. This time it is just one box of supplies and the van with Matt, the mattress, and the lift. No more suctioning, dressing changes, etc. Matt is still apprehensive and prayers that everything goes well and the experience will be much better. Plans to attend a wedding while at home so will be a great time to see everyone. There is a chance Mom and Dad can borrow a sit/stand machine from a fellow in Kelvinton so Matt can continue to do his exercises. Nolan and Lindsay are planning on coming so will have lots of muscles!!
Matt had a toenail removed on Monday. They felt they needed to do it because Matt is susceptible to infections and need to be more cautious. However it has been causing him to spasm alot and he can't get his shoes on due to the dressing so no standing exercises. Hopefully today they will remove the dressing and try some more exercises.
Big plans for rehab in the next 2 days, swimming, Wii, etc. They are also organizing the handivan once a week to take Matt to see Rocky and get him out of the hospital for awhile.
Mom is leaving today and dad will again take over. Matt and dad will travel to Weekes Thursday after rehab.
Mom talked with the patient coordinator of services and as of Thursday, Matt will pay to stay in rehab. However we feel it is money well spent if he continues to progress with the rehab. So thank the Lord for all the fundraising that was done since Matt injury. He knew the money would be needed for Matt's care.
Still looking into "Project Walk" in San Diego. Cost is enormous (25,000 per month!!)but if it will help Matt walk faster then so be it. One thing needed is a bone density scan and the waiting list is 2 years!! So looking into paying to have it done if possible.
Lots of things to pray about, guidance for they right path for Matt, safety for the weekend, and continued improvement in strength.

Keep The Faith

Friday was a slow rehab day, just did some stretches. However Matt made the mistake of saying to some of the staff that "if" he started to walk, instead of "when". They tore a strip off him and said he has kept the faith for so long he couldn't give up now. Make a mantra of the verse from Hebrews, Matt. Chapter 11:1 "Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see".
That evening Matt and mom went to the fieldhouse to watch wheelchair racing for parapalegics. Matt found it interesting but still gets uncomfortable when he leaves the hospital and has to be around too many people. When the accident first happened, matt just wanted to leave the hospital. But now it has become a 'new kind of normal" (read Carol Kent's book). After being in the hospital for almost 9 months, it is Matt's safe zone. So mom and dad are hoping to take Matt home for Easter to be around more familiar surroundings which would be an easier transition.
Saturday was bath day, but Matt was really tired and went to sleep right afterwards. The weekends are his lazy days and a good time to catch up on sleep. Continues to eat well and watched curling (disappointing loss by Sask). Had some company from the hospital staff and also family. It is so great that so many people continue to think of Matt and take the time to visit.
Please pray for Matt's movement of his left arm and hand, increased grip strength of his right hand, and an increase in overall strength needed for walking. Psalms 147:5"Great is our Lord and mighty in power; his understanding has no limit".

Swimming!

Let's start off talking about Wednesday. It was a funny day. Dad said Matt went to rehab in the am to do some standing exercises and just had such a bad go of it. They kept telling Matt to tighten and straighten up, and he just couldn't do it. He was trying so hard and was becoming so discouraged. Nothing was working and Matt couldn't explain what was wrong. He wasn't having spasms, feeling sick, weak, anything. By the time he got back to his room he was exhausted and wanted to go to bed. However when he woke up 2 hours later he was back to his old self. So hopefully whatever it was was self limiting.
Thursday Matt got in the pool for the first time. He was apprehensive but still pushed himself to do it. They get Matt into the pool with a chair, then they encouraged him to do a back float while they helped him. Matt was nervous because he felt so light!! Since the accident, Matt has felt so heavy because he was unable to move his limbs properly, and so in the water he felt very bouyant. It was much easier to move all his extremeties and do his exercises. When I asked Matt what felt the best, he responded" Getting fully immerged in the water, like a big tub bath". The things the rest of us take for granted. Makes me want to go have a tub right now!! Mom was dad were both there for the big event and stood by as lifeguards. Of course if something were to happen I wouldn't want them trying to save me in the water!!

No more tube feeds

Actually this statement is about 10 days late! I asked dad tonight how Matt's weight was and said it was around 185 lbs. So I asked if they would continue the tube feeds and dad replied they had stopped them awhile ago! I then asked why he didn't mention this before and he stated I didn't ask!! I will have to do more investigative reporting from now on! Matt's stomach has been doing well, so well that he is eating everyone out of house and home. His "nighttime snack consists of more food than some people eat all day! Keep it up Matt. Your body needs all the calories it can get. Must be nice!
Matt's rehab went well again. They did not try any walking but continue to do standing exercises: twisting the upper body, turning and bending. All to strengthen his abdominal muscles. Matt was quite stiff form the W11 workout so was really feeling it during his arm exercises. They tried him on a machine that is similiar to rowing, however they need to clamp his wrist in because his hand grasp is too weak yet. Worked on the pulley exercises and the arm cycle machine.
Dad said he was really chatty and upbeat today. Had some company this evening and was in fine form. Somedays his mood is more quiet but today he really perked up.
Matt is enjoying surfing the net with his computer. Dad says he can do everything himself with his right hand: loading the DVD, pushing the buttons, checks the blog, etc. Breaks the monotony of the day.
Thanks again to everyone who remembers Matt in any way, whether it is through prayer, reading the blog, or coming to visit. Matt thinks so much of people back home and really appreciates what everyone has done for him. Our thoughts and prayers are with all of you tonight. Romans 1:12 "that is, that you and I may be encouraged by each other's faith". James 5:13 "Is any one of you in trouble? He should pray. Is anyone happy? Let him sing songs of praise.'

Played W11

Hope the title is right. Not sure how to spell the new nintendo game. Matt was able to play his game at occupational therapy on Friday. He played for one hour. Nolan was amazed at how well Matt did at most of the games. The backhand in tennis gave him some trouble but it is such a great tool for rehab! A real motivator. Matt was so proud to show Nolan all his tricks: lifting his left hand off the bed while bending it at the elbow, lifting his bum in bed, lifting his legs while in his chair. Actually dad said it was quite funny to see the 2 of them interact. Ever since Matt's accident, Nolan has continued to tease Matt, tickling his nose, feet, etc. When Nolan tried that again however, Matt grabbed a hold of Nolan's arm and squeezed! You just wait Nolan, your time will come!!
I must retract my statement on Friday. They were treating Mattt for a urinary infection but today the results came back negative. So the cranberry tabs are working so far. However Matt's breathing was heavier and they had respiratory up to do an assessment. Everything clear so far. Took bloodwork and some nose swabs. More sleepy and is having more spasms so they are suspecting something so prayers that it is nothing. God tells us to put things in his hands so we do not have to worry. Matt 6:27 "Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?"
Saturday Matt and dad went to the Mac store, appr. 6 blocks away. But on their return they were trying to find a different way back and came upon a water main break. So they had to go back a block. Good to be outside when it isn't so cold. Dad said Matt ate almost his entire meal himself. It was food that was more difficult so kudo's to you Matt!! I think Matt gets a bit embarrassed when he has to eat in front of people. So good excuse to keep practicing! People will stare no matter what you do. Next time someone stares, wink at them. Or if it is a cute girl, blow them a kiss!! That will make them smile!!
I just thought I would try and explain what the big deal is regarding Matt's spasms. Unless you have seen them, it is difficult to comprehend. The way I think about it, Matt's brain is constantly trying to send messages down his spinal cord to other parts of his body. But with Matt the messages are not always getting through so the body reacts abnormally, causing his knees to bend and his arms to go straight out, fingers outstretched, etc. It takes a few seconds for his body to go back into a normal state. This is always worse when Matt has been resting for awhile and then reaches for something or starts to do an exercise. The brain knows he wants it to do something so it sends out signals that somehow lose their way. But by the 3rd attempt, Matt's body is receiving the signals more appropriately and the body works better. So that is why when he is having company, he may try not to do something that he know will start a spasm, because he is uncomfortable with the way his body reacts. Matt, we are all so grateful that your body is moving at all, you could jump up like a chicken and we would applaud! When I do it, people are asking if I need help(and not just with my physical abilities, they are questioning whether my signals are crossed!).
Love and prayers to those who read this blog. God knows who you are.

tinysteps

Time just flies! This week has been so busy I hardly had time to phone for updates. But Matt is just so exciting to hear about I always want to phone.
Thursday they tried Matt on a new sit/stand/walk machine. They need 3 people to operate it and dad gets to be in charge of the controls. So Matt is in a sling and then dad raises to a height were Matt is almost standing. Then they really encourage him to push himself up the rest of the way. Once he is in the standing position, they lock his left leg in the brace so it is stable. Then with the 2 physio therapist helping Matt's feet to go forward, Matt has to try and walk. The left foot has a curling slider on it now to help him move it forward.
So Matt shifts his weight on his left leg (the weaker one). Then he bends his right leg and can almost take the step himself, but needs a little help to lift those Size 12 feet!! So Matt has now stepped forward with his right foot!! But it doesn't end there. He must now shift his weight on his good leg, or the right side and slide his left foot forward. The physio really needs to help him with that side, unlocking the brace so Matt can bend his leg, pushing his leg forward on the slider etc. Then the whole process begins again. In total, matt took 12 baby steps!! Dad said Matt was just sweating!! Dad says the steps equal to 3 big steps for him. Great work Team Matt!! Thanks to the rehab staff that continue to persevere and to Matt who has never lost sight of the goal line. Little by little, everyday.
Nolan and Lindsay drove up to see Matt last night and give him his belated birthday present. Nolan was able to purchase a W11 game off the internet. Of course the package was open because we all had to try it out to see if it was suitable for Matt!! You almost never received your present Matt!! What a great game!
Left hand continues to progress. He can make a noticeable dent in the putty when he squeezes his hand.
The only bad spot is Matt has another urinary tract infection. I had purchased some cranberry tablets when I was there in February and he has been taking them dilegently, however that nasty infection reared its ugly head. So feeling tired today. Started him on antibiotics. But that will soon clear up and next Thursday Matt starts in the pool. Dad has already found his swimshorts and has them hanging in his closet.
Praise God for his continued blessings on Matt. God has 3 answers to pray: No, Yes, and Wait awhile. We are seeing the benefits of patience!
Psalms 40:1-3 "I waited patiently for the Lord; he turned to me and heard my cry. He lifted me out of the slimy pit, out of the mud and mire; he set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand. He put a new song in my mouth, a hymn of praise to our God. Many will see and fear and put their trust in the Lord."

Played Pool

Sunday: repeat of Saturday
Monday: rehab is going really well. Focusing on Matt transferring using the slide board. Doing so well they are talking of using just one person to assist instead of two. Matt starts in the wheelchair and wants to get to the raised mat. So he leans across and puts his right hand on the mat. Then they are encouraging him to use his legs, butt muscles, and abdominal muscles.
Was able to play pool for the first time. Since he cannot use his left hand yet, he uses the cue rest. So first someone has to line up the rest and the cue so Matt then can hit the ball. At first, Matt couldn't even move the cue ball, but after he got the hang of it dad said Matt did really well. Rocky and Barrette, 2 other paraplegics went and played too. They go to a billards place on Central Ave.
Tuesday am: Matt is just gaining every day!! It is just so exciting to hear all the good things. Matt was up in the sit/stand machine again. They have now taken off the curling slider off his right foot and are encouraging Matt to bend his knee and lift his foot. Dad says he almost has got it, and believes within the next week Matt should be able to take his first step. It takes so much concentration. First Matt has to shift his weight onto his left leg, and then mentally goes through all the stages of taking a step. Then he has to tell his body to do it. It comes so naturally to us, but if you break it down, it involves many processes.
The left foot is not quite advanced enough for the slider, but they want Matt to try and go through the process. So Matt has to try transferring his weight to the right side and try to move his foot. Then he has to twist from the waist to the left, and then the right. Also is bending ahead, all while standing. Matt accomplishes this all in about 6-7 minutes, but it is so good for his back and abdominal muscles. Also, this is usaully done on the 3 rd attempt. The first standing attempt always makes Matt nauseated and very green!!
After they put Matt to bed, he wanted to show Kristen (the physio) what he could do. So she bends his knees and holds his legs. Then Matt tries to lift his bum off the bed and support his weight on his shoulders. There is about 10 cms from the bed to Matt's bum. At x-mas, he could lift his right butt cheek 1 cm with great difficulty so just to emphasize the amazing gains Matt is making.
Another thing, when dad returned from "getting some fresh air" the physio was very excited about something Matt did. Matt wouldn't let her tell until dad guessed. So on the first guess dad got it! Matt had lifted his left forearm off the bed, bending at the elbow! How did dad know? Because the previous evening he had put the electrical muscle stimulator on and really worked Matt's bicep, making Matt move his elbow into a bent position. So the body remembered and did it without the stimulator!
I will write more tonight, realized this was a very long blog!!

Another Saturday

Friday was a tiring day. Matt didn't sleep well, maybe too much excitement. However he was able to stand for a little while and the rehab staff were very impressed with how well his left arm is doing. The hand is very slow in coming, but it is more important for Matt to regain the bend in his elbow. And I must state a correction. Matt can lift 2 kg's with his right hand, not 2 lbs, which is a big difference. Mom had to go back to work so dad is there again to take the next shift.
Today was very quiet, no visitors but Matt was tired anyway. Was able to go outside for a few minutes to enjoy the brief interlude of warm weather. He continues to eat well and still unsure if his weight has increased. That is one massive hollow leg to fill!!
Matt no longer wearing a trach dressing, and he has a massive scar on his throat. What a story he'll have to tell his grandchildren. He said he would tell them he was shot and lived to tell the tale!!Actually he had said that about the scars on his chest from the chest tubes. That must have been a massive gun battle, just like the OK corral!!
When I talked to dad, he was at the new place. Nadine Smith was gracious enough to allow mom and dad to stay in her house in Saskatoon. God continues to bless us wilth wonderful people who come through when we need it the most. Family support is so important for the healing process and for stability.
Prayers for Matt's neck. Mom said he has contant pain in it and really gets him down somedays. psalms 86:6-7 "Hear my prayer, O Lord; listen to my cry for mercy. In the day of my trouble I will call to you, for you will answer me."

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Hapyy 21st Birthday Matty! Hope you had great presents...I mean a great day! Wednesday Matt went out to watch the movie "Fool's Gold" with Kristan from rehab and another fellow outpatient. Said it wasn't too bad.
Today was quite exciting. At rehab Matt stood for 8 minutes!! That is a big jump from 1 min. What a birthday gift that was!! Matt aslo did some arm exercises but felt he didn't do very well because he was tired from all the standing. However the rehab staff disagreed and told him he just keeps getting better. Went to lunch in the hospital with Rocky. Matt was going to go out to supper tonight but he knew that he would have company this evening and didn't want to tire himself out. So took a short visit to ICU, but they were so busy they didn't have much time to chat. Had a short nap between 5-7pm until the hordes of visitors came bearing gifts. Balloons, chocolates, cake, movies, etc. I just finished on the phone with mom and all I could hear was noise in the background. Just one big party.
Thanks to everyone who continues to think about Matt, and all the visits and blog comments. They brighten his day so much and really encourage him to push himself. God bless each and every one of you!!PSalms 34:15 "The eyes of the Lord are on the rightgeous and his ears are attentive to their cry".

Computer up and Running (Matt is Next!)

Tonight was the first night Matt was able to really use his computer in his room. The one problem with this is my detail to the blog and the consistency of my writing will have to shapen up. Matt asked mom why I didn't write the blog last night! Every 2 nights are all I can seem to do but I will work on it Matt!
Monday Matt wasn't able to use the pool yet or do any standing, but the physio said Matt just keeps improving on his right arm. His coordiantion and strength is slowly growing. He was supposed to get an ingrown toenail removed but some miscommunication and it wasn't done. With quadrapelegics, any little thing can send them off into a potentially serious medical condition called autonomic hyperreflexia. A big word meaning his blood pressure goes up rapidly and his heart rate goes down. Other things happen as well. So something as simply as an ingrown toenail can cause all sorts of problems. But Matt seems to do better than most so don't worry Matt. You have the Great Physician looking out for you.
Today Matt was able to talk with the psychologist about not going home anytime soon and other things. Great they have that service so Matt is free to speak what he feels to someone else rather than his family. We are great, of course! but we don't know how to approach every situation. Again no standing but mom is vigilant on making Matt do whatever exercises he can while not at rehab. The physio stresses that if Matt wants to walk again he must exercise whenever he can. So she was very impressed today when Matt could turn his left wrist when held in the proper position. Mom says he starts with the palm facing down, then she asks Matt to turn it so the palm is facing his body, then so it is facing outwards. Mom has to hold it perfect in order for Matt to accomplish this feat, but he can do it! Matt was also able to hold his left arm straight above his head for a few seconds and his hand straight as well when he was in the bed. The natural tendency of Matt's hand is to either flop forward when lifted or flop backwards. Even with his right hand, if he lifts it above his head you must remind him to keep his hand straight. The physio was even more amazed when she asked Matt to then place his left hand on his chest from the elevated position. He was able to do it with alot of concentration and determination. So I asked mom , that would mean he bent his elbow and she said it appears so. That is a huge step and praise be to God for his continued blessings on Matt!! I get so excited to think of all the praise items we have, compared to last summer. There is a great song which has such wonderful words.
"Shout to the Lord, all the earth let us sing, Power and majesty praise to our King. Mountains bow down and the seas will roar at the sound of your name. I sing for joy at the works of your hands, Forever i'll love you forever I'll stand. Nothing compares to the promise I have in You".
P.S. I have a video of Matt standing, so if anyone would like it, please leave your email on the blog so I can send it. It is in JPEG format.

Quiet Weekend

Not too much to report today. While I was in Saskatoon, I had bought Matt some stretchy bands and 1 lb weight's to work with while in his room. The physio gave mom some exercises to do with them and has been working pretty well. Continues to do the leg exercises while in the chair, up to 3 times a day. Matt's right leg can kick much higher than his left and is getting stronger everyday. They also encourage Matt to try and lift his bum up. He can lift the right butt cheek slightly but not the left. Prayers that the left arm and hand will wake up and start to move more. He is able to move it a bit but not enough to do anything with it. Prayers that the left elbow will bend as well, as that would help in Matt being able to transfer from bed to chair by himself. Paul writes in Ehesians about just how much we are cherished by God. Verse 18-19 "may have power together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is th love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God".
I forgot to mention while I was there we talked with the social worker. We were quite worried Matt would be discharged at the end of February and we were not prepared. We want Matt at home only when he is capable and shows more improvement. The hospitals understanding was that we wanted him at home as soon as possible. So some mixed communication there and everything is on hold for awhile. Matt will stay in the rehab department until a transition bed is available somewhere else in the city. Then Matt will likely stay at the transition facility for another 90 days. So that could give us until August, which would be better weather for moving (we hope, you never know in Canada when winter will come again!.

Internet Hook-up

Matt finally was able to get wireless internet in his room. He is quite excited to be able to read the blog and the comments. Also we will get him Skype, which will enable him to phone from computer to computer for a very minimal price. Right now he is using his cell phone and it gets expensive.
Thursday the girls and I travelled back to Red Deer. However I was able to video tape Matt standing at the parallel bars with four people helping. He stood for over a minute and they even tried to give him minimal support. However his knees want to buckle so they have to keep them supported.
Yesterday Dad went home. Matt did not do any standing but did really well in his arm exercises. While I wa there, he tried to lift 3 lbs with his right arm. What he does is try to lower his arm to his side with the pulley. That day he wasn't able to do it but yesterday he did fine. He also lifted 3 lbs with his foream by flexing his wrist. Tried to do some leg exercises while in the chair. Mom takes off his leg rests so Matt's feet are dangling. Then he tries to lift his bottom leg up. His right is stonger than the left but he was able to do it with both legs. Keep it up Matt. Need to strengthen those muscles.
Matt received an early birthday present from Karl and Corina. A nice carrying case for his laptop. Before the computer just sat on a bedside table and was always at risk for spills and things.
While I was speakingto mom, she was giving Matt grief because he was trying to bite his fingernails on his left hand by holding it up with his right. Can't quite do it. States it feels like he is trying to lift 100lbs. I told her to leave him as it is a form of exercise.
Psalms 103:2-3 "Praise the Lord, o my soul, and forget not all his benefits- who forgives all your sins and heals all your diseases."

Lunar Eclipse

Just wanted to drop a quick note. I am in the hospital with Matt watching the lunar eclipse. The colors were quite amazing and we watched it for over an hour. Today the trach site is healing nicely, they put only a tiny dry dressing on and the site is as big as a pencil. The trachea already has a thin membrane covering it so no more air leaking out. Matt states he can cough better, talk better, breath better. No more leaky tire sound from the trach. Yahoo!!
Exercises are still going well. The left was a little sluggish but still improving. Stood up four times, however he stood with the stand/walker. Tried to take a step again without the slidder, still toe dragging, so can't finish the step. Spasms still give him grief. Whenever he tries to do something, he spasms and then has to wait for his body to relax.
Just going to feed him some homemade perogies and chicken. Matt is looking over my shoulder telling me to hurry up and feed him! No chance yet of him being overweight, however he is now 180 lbs. Still getting tube feeds at night.
Praise for the trach being out and prayers for rehab to continue going strong. On Monday they may even try him in the pool. I think he is a bit nervous about drowning however has to learn to trust the rehab staff. Please add a verse to the comments, as I do not have a bible in the room with the computer.

Trach Out Today

Shelley is in Sask till Thursday.Jonmarie and Shaunie got to visit their uncle Matt today, playing in gym and riding the wheelchair with Matt.
He was expecting his trach to be removed Friday but was suprised when it was done today. He was very anxious with the entire experience but in the end did fine.
There is also an apparatus to assist him with standing which takes 80lbs off the legs , so this is a great asset to his rehab.
After a meeting with the patient advocate today Matts discharge date is for now "unknown", this will give more planning time for this eventuality.
In Mike Horns Book Conquering the Impossible he uses 2 quuotes :
"We say something is impossible if no one has ever tried it"-Alexis De Tocqueville.
"The Impossible is the only adversary worthy of man"-Andree Chedid
Matt has always believed that he will walk out of that hospital in spite of what all the medical experts there have been telling him, he is not a statistic, or just a number who needs to be discharged ASAP so as to keep the almighty health budget on track.I wish they would ignore the statistics and look and the man and what he has achieved to date and give him the best chance they can.
Oh but we can only hope and pray that somebody will see the light.
Regards to all, thanks for all the prayers and support, it means the world to Matt.
John.

Jacki & Amy to Visit

Jacki and Amy arrived Friday night to visit Matt. They left Bobby with his daddy because the hospital would never be the same otherwise! That is one busy boy. Matt really enjoyed Amy, who is standing as well, however she is not walking yet and there is fierce competition between Amy and Matt as who will walk first!! Matt loved when Amy crawled all over him until she decided to stand on a delicate area around the midsection, and she wasn't his favorite neice anymore!
Quite day spent after all the excitement of yesterday. Slept the morning away and they Jacki was up to visit. When I spoke to them they were watching hockey. I asked why they were not watching the Scott's Curling and Jacki told me Matt said it wasn't on. Somehow I think he knew it waas on and just didn't say. If he is anything like John, who likens watching curling to watching poop float, then Matt would probably like hockey better!
Continues to eat weel and jacki was feeding him a sub, although a bit fast he said. Poor Matt and Amy, food crammed in any which way.
Have more info tomorrow. If it remains nice they may go outside and tour the grounds, or maybe a trip to the mall.

Tried To Take A Step

Yesterday Matt tried once more with the Sask pole with no success, so I think that may be put on the back burner for awhile. Worked more on his left arm, which is constantly gaining but very slow compared to the right one.
Today Matt had to be at the Abilities Council for his leg brace at 8am, so another very early morning. Poor dad didn't have an alarm clock so hardly slept because he was afraid he would sleep in!
Matt found it much easier to stand with the brace on the left leg. He was able to stand up 4 times, each time getting better. Always dizzy at first and the spasms interfere alot, but each time less dizzy and less spasms. When Matt goes to stand, he places his arms on the parellel bars, leans ahead, and attempts to stand, but just too weak and body is having trouble remembering how. So the staff needs to lift him until he is 1/2 standing and then Matt is able to try and straighten his legs. By pushing with his legs from that position and pushing up with his right arm (and a tiny bit with his left) he can get to a standing position with less help. They thought they would try for Matt to take a step. He was able to lift his right leg, however he was unable to bend his ankle and the toes dragged on the floor preventing him from taking a step. So they put a half curling slider on the right foot so he could slide his foot forward. Once he slide it further then he had to slide it back to standing position and did well. They put a L shape brace on the top of his right foot inside his shoe to try and prevent his toes from getting in the way but may need some more adjusting. Keep up the good work, Matt!! Slow and sure, steady and strong. We are so proud of you!!
They are still talking of discharging Matt the end of February so please pray for continued guidance in the decisions we as a family need to make. He knows what is best for Matt and wants us to trust in Him. Proverbs 28:26 "He who trusts in himself is a fool, but he who walks in wisdom is kept safe."

Better Day

Dad thinks he finally figured out why Matt had such a bad day with spasms yesterday. Last Saturday, Matt ran out of the antispasm meds for his bladder that dad has to pick up from the drugstore. However the drugstore was closed on the weekend and dad couldn't get any until Tuesday. So Matt finally had his pills last night and this am, and has improved a great deal. I guess the spasms were so bad yesterday that Matt reacts very emotionally to upsets like that. But he always bounces back and today was a good day. I am so thankful there are more good days than bad days. I still get cold sweats when I remember it being the opposite, waiting for good news that didn't come for days on end.
Again in rehab for 1 1/2 hours. Exercised with the arm machine and was able to stand up twice. The first time again he was very dizzy, but refused to sit down and managed to reamin upright. They were very proud of his stance, he stood just like a soldier for 10-15 secs. They also tried the Sask pole in occupatinal therapy to see if Matt can transfer without using the board, but Matt just cannot get a grip on that pole. Don't worry about it Matt, that will come, but probably not for a long time. YOu need to crawl before you walk. He can transfer not too bad with board now, if everything is just right and 2 people are available. He can't slide over in one go, it takes him about 2-3 times. He was supposed to have therapy for another 1/2 hours this afternnon but he needded anothers chest xray instead. Not sure what for, but they didn't seem too concerned.
When dad left Matt tonight he was getting a massag, relaxing and enjoying the moment. He had been eating like a horse and will probalby fell sleepy in a little while. Good night, Matt. Matt 11:28 "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give yo rest."
P.S Sorry I cannot highlight the verses, not working and neither is spell check!!

Watched Sledge Hockey

Matt didn't have a great day yesterday. He felt sick to his stomach and so didn't do that well at rehab. However he still managed to stand up twice which is still progress.
Today Matt was feeling well enough to venture out to Rutherford Arena to watch Rocky play sledge hockey. You sit on a sled upright with your legs strapped in front of you so you can play hockey. It would be interesting to see how it is done. Rehab wasn't very successful today. Matt was having such bad spasms they had to stop. They are trying to figure out why it is so bad. Blood was taken, urine sample sent, x-ray of his chest done. They was no infection but they noticed the bottom part of the lungs are collapsed. However Matt is still breathing well and O2 Sats are 97%. I believe God made Matt's lungs extra large for just such an occassion! He has more than enough to go around. Colossians 1:15-16 "He (Christ)is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn over all creation. For by him all things were created: things in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or powers or rulers or authorities: all things were created by him and for him."
Matt is able to move his left wrist slightly when someone is holding his hand up. And he finds it much easier to close his left hand rather than open it. More progress!!
More company from the wild University students. They really brighten Matt's day.
Couldn't get much more info from Matt. He was watching "American Idol" on TV. Anyone who knows Matt can attest that his attention span when the TV is on is zero! Except to the TV of course. I will have to come down and stand in front of the TV to get his attention!

Cold Weekend

Not much to write tonight. I was unable to get in touch with dad so I only have info regarding Sunday. Mom had mentioned that Matt was supposed to go to the field house on Saturday to watch the parapalegic team play, but was unable to attend due to the cold weather. It wasn't much better in Alberta but thankfully it warmed up today. Matt had some visitors on the weekend, a few brave souls who braved the elements to cheer up Matt. And he needed cheering up because dad beat him 2 games straight in crib!! Matt was always a poor loser, just like the rest of us, and didn't want to play anymore. However he did win in the scratch and win tickets. Dad says he has never seen anyone so lucky with those things. I remeber once winning $20 6 years ago, but that was it. So Matt, you didn't get it from me!
Matt also went and visited with the staff in ICU which is always a treat for him and maybe them as well. Hopefully today Matt's rehab went well and after all his sleeping he should be wired and ready to go!!
Praise for God's continued blessings on our family and prayers that Matt will only move forward. Paul had spoke to the believers in Rome about praying for him. As today we need to pray together for spiritual deliverence and guidance. Romans 15:30 "I urge you, brothers, by our Lord Jesus Christ and by the love of the Spirit, to join me in my struggle by praying to God for me."

Dad In Charge

Sorry it has taken so long to update. Even I get confused about who is with Matt. All Thursday evening I kept trying to call mom's cell phone and then realized at 1030pm that it was dad with Matt.
Thursday after Matt left he was so tired he slept from noon until 6pm, and then slept most of the night as well. A good catch-up day for sleep. All that exercise makes even me sleepy writing about it!
Friday Matt had one session of physio and was able to practice standing. He even tried a Sask pole, a pole that they will put beside someone's bed that needs assistance getting to a standing position. It reaches from the ceiling to the floor. However Matt doesn't have the grip strength yet to pull himself up. When they asked Matt to try and take a step forward while he was standing by the parallel bars, he said it was like he forgot how. And that is the way it is. Matt will have to train his body all over again, telling his knee to bend and push off with his foot, etc. The nerves that were damaged can't get the impulses through consistently, even if the brain is telling it too.
Today Matt didn't get up until 130pm! Lazy bum! I guess he was so tired from the long week of getting up early and the physio.
While talking to Matt on the phone, he was holding the cell phone the whole time which is another improvement. Dad was busy hooking Matt up to the Tens machine to stimulate the left arm to move. Dad says it looks like a chicken after the head comes off!! Sorry for those with a weak stomach but it is a fairly accurate description.
Matt also got a haircut and looks as cute as ever. He played crib with dad and skunked him so bad dad is sulking!
I don't have a verse for today. I am at Jacki's babysitting and have just got the kids to bed. Thank goodness Nolan and Lindsay showed up when they did. I had the three kids in the tub and little Amy was determined she was going to join the action... fully clothed!

Mom Went Home

Talked to mom yesterday. States Matt was pretty tired because even with the busy days he still doesn't sleep that well. But he still did alright in rehab. Matt tried 4 times to stand, was successful every one and then when pushed him to try the 5th time, ran out of juice. He had lots of spasms so makes it difficult. Mom happened to mention that prior to this week, when Matt spasms his left arm and elbow always remained straight. But now it bends. Not sure whether that is a positive thing or not but I will believe it is for the better. Matt also did his arm cycle exercises. He does it about 20 times, the left arm doesnt't have any weights and the right arm has 2 lbs. I think Matt still gets down about things not happening fast enough. It is easy for me to say what great progress he has made but I don't have to live it 24/7. But Matt, try and focus on what you can do, not on what you can't do. We are so amazed by your accomplishments and you still have a huge cheering section!! Go, Matt, Go!!
Mom was leaving today and dad may not be there yet, as he had to wait until mom got home. The heater in his truck wasn't working so needed mom's vehicle to return to Saskatoon. Not sure how today went but will find out tomorrow.
I noticed that Bev was wondering what sort of goodies Matt likes. He doesn't like baked goods that much but really likes oatmeal/banana cookies, chocolate macaroons (mudpies), and ginger snaps. Jesus talks about food to his disciples in Mark 7:19 "For it doesn't go into his heart but into his stomach, and then out of his body." (In saying this Jesus declared all foods clean). Now I think that is as good as reason as any to have some cookies!!

Earlier Morning

Yesterday was a long day for Matt. He was up at 5 am to get ready for his 7 am appt. at the Sask. Abilities Council across town. They took longer getting him ready and were late getting to the taxi. The driver was upset until he realized they had sent the wrong size cab and Matt couldn't fit. So had to phone abilities council to say they would be late and waited for another cab. Finally made it to the appt. at 9:30 and they were still able to make a space and fit Matt for a brace for his left leg. Did lots of occupational therapy today where they do games and fit Matt for special equipment so he can do activities of daily living. They tried him out with a special pool cue attachment so he can play pool and also got him an automatic card shuffler. Played WII, which is a Nintendo game that needs actions to play. Tried the boxing and Matt was able to box with the right hand, also tried air hockey as well. Great game to increase his physical mobility. Thinking of purchasing one for Matt's birthday on Feb. 28th (21st birthday) but most places are sold out.
Matt's weight is at a whopping 175 lbs. Better then 162 I guess. It sure takes alot of calories to get that boy fat!! Rehab went well. They have started the neuromuscular stimulator on Matt's left elbow and hand, instead of just the bicep. Hopefully soon Matt will be able to bend his elbow and eventually be as good as his right. Tried standing again with the sit/stand machine. The first time Matt was dizzy so had to sit back down. The 2nd time was much better. He stands with his kness braced against the machine, so he is in a standing position. They asked him to move his right arm in front of his body and his left arm behind his body, so he could stretch his neck to look behind him. Did really well. Then while stilll standing, they asked him to pull his knees away from the machine and stand on his own, which he was able to do. This all lasted about 30 secs. Good work Matt!! The 3rd time he didn't stay up as long and the 4th time he was too tired and sat down quickly. What improvements already!! Wait until the brace is ready and then the left leg can take some of the workload.
Forgot to mention Matt finally received his own wheelchair, but they are still working out all the kinks. Lots of work to do before he can actually use it.
Believe Matt would have slept well last night because he was up so early and didn't nap all day. They are trying to cut down on his sleeping pills, but he still is up at night beause his mind won't turn off. But they will try and keep him so busy in the day that hopefully he willl sleep all night. Matt 11:28 "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."

Left Hand Is Coming

Yesterday Matt didn't do quite as well as last week with the standing. With the infection, he felt nauseated when trying to stand and his body was spasaming so bad that they decided to wait until today. However he did really well with the arm exercises. A physio therapist who has been off for a week was suprised at the increased strength and mobility. Mom said when Matt tries to squeeze the putty with his left hand, he can leave very distinct hand print. When mom asked him to bend his fingers ande make a fist, he could almost close his hand, though not quite like you or I would. But definitely an improvement.
Today Matt was getting up early, 7am, to be fitted for a brace for his left leg, wo when he stands, his right leg isn't doing all the work. They are trying to fill Matt's days and keep him busy. A social worker had met with mom and Matt and praised him for his accomplishments so far, but encouraged Matt to try even harder. Sometimes it is easier to have someone do things for him, such as eating, brushing his teeth, etc. So from now on, Matt has to do as much as he can by himself, and when he feels tired, he has to keep going. So Matt, I know you feel you are giving alot, but think of it as an 8 hour working day and use TV as a treat, instead the main meal! Work for a half an hour to start, and only then can you watch TV for a half hour. Time yourself so you don't watch too much and get complacent. God has giving you so much, but he doesn't want to do all the work! Your a team and He'll give you the stregth you need if you ask for it. Psalms 18:35 "You give me your shield of victory, and your right hand sustains me; and stoop down to make me great."
Did some visiting yesterday. Met with the ICU staff for awhile, and then got to see Rocky, who is doing great. He only comes for rehab a few times a week so matt can visit with him.
Mom didn't mention anything, but I assume his breathing continues to go well. So Matt, prayers are with you that today will go well.

Another Infection

Matt does have another infection however thank goodness it is not in his lungs, it is a urinary tract infection. They started him on a mild antibiotic but an infection and the pills always makes Matt feel rough. As mom puts it, it knocks the stufing right out of him. Told her to go a buy some cranberry pills, medical proven to help stop the infection beffore it happens.
Still going strong with the breathing exercises. No suctioning for almost 2 weeks and O2 Sats always above 95%. Talked to the respiratory therapist about removing the trach all together and we will just wait and see.
Matt was complaining today of his legs being stiff and sore. Kept asking mom to move his legs because they hurt. Finally figured out it was his hips that were sore from his exercises and standing. My hips hurt after standing for any length of time so I can imagine what Matt must be going through. That is alot for his atrophied (wasted) muscles to hold right now. Encougraged to to stretching exercises on the weekends to prevent them from stiffening up.
Mom is going to ask the doctor tomorrow to order a bone density scan. Matt needs it in order to be accepted in Project walk in San Diego. Still have some things to look into, because the cost for one month is more then some people make in 6 months. But need prayers on what the right path is to choose. Without His guidance we will just struggle for answers. Eccl. 7:13-14 "Consider what God has done; Who can straighten what he has made crooked? When times are good, be happy; but when times are bad, consider: God has made the one as well as the other. Therefore, a man cannot discover anything about his future."
The staff are trying to encourage Matt ot eat more by himself. However Matt does alright for awhile, but then when he gets tired, not only does he stop feeding himself, he doesn't feel like eating. So in a Catch 22 situation . We want Matt's weight to increase so need him to eat, but also want him to feed himself to strengthen his right arm. Bit of a balancing act needed. They are continuing to feed Matt through the tube feed every night. He gets 80 mls/hour for a total of 1000mls /night. They will weigh him on Tuesday and then reassess.
While I was talking to mom, here cell phone said she had another caller. It was dad. So I waited and when she came back on the line she told me it was Matt looking for his home made wings! Talk about pushy! Mom was on her way back to the hospital and was almost there. I am sure he times it so she won't stop to chat with anyone (not that it would happen, because mom is known for her shyness!). I take after her!
More good news to come, I am sure of it.

The Lord is Good

I often would read the bible and learn of wonders that could not be fathomed and you think it will never happen to you. And now we can say that God does perform miracles everyday.
Today Matt was feeling really good this am and before mom and dad arrived they took Matt to rehab. They were so amazed by his previous stunt that they thought they would see what else he could do. They placed a belt around Matt's waist and 4 staff members helped Matt to a standing position in between the parallel bars (the kind you see when people are recovering from knee surgery for example and are retraining to walk after the cast removal). So after standing Matt up, they decided to let go. And wouldn't you know he stayed standing for 5 seconds all by himself!! The staff were there to steady him but Matt held all the weight on his legs (mostly the right) and his knees did not buckle. Matt, words cannot express how proud I am and so awed by God's grace. 7 months of not using your legs and very little exercise, you can imagine what it must be like on the body to do this. Matt was very light headed at first but he continued and did it 4 more times. Then he was literally exhauseted. But Matt you are getting so much stronger. He hasn't been suctioned for 9 days, he gets up earlier in his chair, his left side is moving easier, though very limited. When Paul, a fellow quad who works to improve the life af new quads met with Matt today, he was astonished. He has been working for over 20 years in Saskatoon and has never seen a c3c4 injury be as high functioning as Matt. The doctors are saying that Matt is making them rethink what they know about spinal cord injuries. Another person said he doesn't believe in divine intervention, but someone is sure looking out for Matt.
Matt, the Lord has put you in such a place to reach so many people. Psalms 34:6 'This poor man called, and the Lord heard him; he saved him out of all his troubles. The angel of the Lord encamps around those who fear him, and he delivers them."

On His Feet

Matt had a really good day. This is Day #6 with no suctioning and Matt is feeling great. The exciting thing was in rehab. They decided to try a new machine to see how Matt would do. It is a little complicated to explain, so forgive me if you don't quite understand. I haven't see it myself so I have to use my imagination.
This machine is different from the tilt table, where they strap Matt into it and tilt him into an upright position. He doesn't use his own muscles to do this, it is to see if he can handle the upright position without his blood pressure dropping.
So this "standing" machine looks like a hammock and Matt sits in this hammock/sling. They put straps around Matt's upper body so he won't fall out. In front of Matt is a table that he can rest his arms on that moves with the machine (hammock). Matt puts his feet on the floor on a blue sticky mat so his feet won't slide. So now Matt looks like he is sitting at a desk with his elbows and arms on the table. They slowly raise him up with the machine until Matt is almost in a standing position but his knees are slightly bent. Then the therapist asked Matt to use his arms, bum, and legs to push himself up the rest of the way. Matt was able to move about 3 inches off the hammock! Then he did it again 4 more times but stopped due to exhaustion. Way to go Matt! What a great feeling that must have been to put pressure on your feet for the first time in 7 months! And he had no dizzy spells or blood pressure dropping at all. Another plus!
I can't wait for mom to see him do this today and will give you feedback on her reaction later.
Signed Frosty the Snow-woman!

Deep Freeze

Welcome to the Ice Age! It has finally hit Alberta with a vengeance! -50C with the wind chill this morning. However being a good Sask. girl I put on my ski-pants, 2 jackets, scarf, hat, mitts, Sorel boots. When I arrived at work the staff laughed! However I was warm and they were not. Practicality before fashion when winter comes knocking!
Continues to be cold in Sask. as well. Mat didn't have therapy because the staff couldn't make it. But dad still made Matt work. They bought some scratch and win tickets and dad wanted Matt to scratch it himself. So dad taped a fingernail file to Matt's right index finger, placed a flat surface on Matt's lap and placed the scratch and win ticket on the surface with fun tack (that blue stuff). Well Matt won, so they had to go back downstairs to buy another one. Wouldn't you know it Matt won again! So another trip downstairs. This went on for 3 hours!! Matt, having to scratch on his own got to be pretty tiring, but he kept on until he was finished. Matt also played crib and a game dad used to play when he was young called "High Q" . Not sure exactly what it is but it is a solitary game that consists of moving large pegs into holes, using different strategies until there is only one peg left. Good work Matt, you will have to teach me that one.
No suctioning for 5 days and counting!! What a blessing that is! Matt feels so much better today because the "internal" discomfort he was having has now been removed, so eating was again a thing of pleasure. I think back to how many days in a row Matt would feel terrible, and thank the Lord it isn't like that anymore. You've come a long way, baby! Psalms 92:4-5 "For you make me glad by your deeds, O Lord; I sing for joy at the works of your hands. How great are your works, O lord, how profound your thoughts."